okay so its been like since forever ago since i updated...so i t6hought that it was time to do that. so not too much ahs been going on, on this end...thats why there hasnt been any new updates. the only real big thing are, is the fact that i had a new boyfriend that i thought was going to last for a while because he made it sund like he was looking for a relastion ship, but i guess he wasnt.oh well right?! i would nomaly feel that way but he still flurts with me all the time, and it still feels like we are together sometimes...and it sucks because then i remamber that we arent and that we are just friends. but who knows maybe we can get back together. i really hope so...i mean i really hope so! And when we are sitting there together aal i can think about is how much i just want to lean over and kiss him. Gosh what is it with all of my ex-boyfriends and acting like we are still together? do they just like to hurt your feelings more than they alrwady have? is it not enough that they make you cry but now they have to sit there and play games with you too! but i really want this one back...and there might be a chance of that happening, but im not sure yet. then on top of that i lost one of my best friens. we were fighting over something stupid, and it dot blown way out of hand and now we arent talking any more. and i want to be friends with her again, but the day that i was going to go and say sorry to her and try to be friends with her again i found out that she was talking more crap behind my back. i cant be friends with somebody if i know that they are talking behind my back. and i know that she will say that i talk behind her back too but thats not true because everything that i have ever said about her i have during our lunch period, ans since she sits at the table right next to the one i sit at then she can hear everything that i say. and i want to get everything worked out before christmas break, because i dont want to go thruogh christmas break having to think about how im going to have to come back to school with the same drama that was going on before(knowing that one of my best friends hates me) i just think that the whole thing is stupid! but i dont see us being friends again at least not before christmas break because i dont see here talking to be any time soon and i dont see my self talking to here abnytime soon either. i dont know it would help if she came to my sight and read this because then she would know how i felt about all the stupid drama and then maybe we could be friends again. but she hates me so i dont think that, that will be happening any time soon. Now to some good stuff...well christman break is coming up soon which means that i will get to see my little sister. infact i will get to see her on the the 20th, thats in like 4 days...im so happy about that. then on the 26th i get to go back to her house with her until the 1st of the year. while im there i will get to see my real mom and both of my grandpas and my grandma and the rest of my family that lives in Mount Vernen and Columbus. so that shoild be fun. and since this will be the first time that i will be down there while im single thats means that i can have some fun with some of the really hot guys that are down there that i havent been able to do anything with, because of a boyfriend, but i would still rather get that one guy back and be taken then be single no matter how much fun i would or wouldnt have funh with other guys. but i dont see that happening either because well im just not that lucky. well i think that i have said enough so im going to get going but you all had better leave me a lot of comments because if you dont i think i might just cry! -lol-

      hey everybody how has it been? Sorry i haven't up dated in like forever. i just didn't want to. so things here are pretty good as of right now. which like never happened, well in my world anyways. so today was our first quiz meet and we did okay. as of the quiz right after lunch we were 13th out of 30 teams i think is what derrick said. and then for my score i would have been i 40th place and gotten a medal but no andrew had to steel it from me...not really we had a quiz off and he won. GOSH IM A LOSER!! and for all of those who are wondering yea i guess that me and andrew are talking again and everything is cool between us but you know i could be wrong cause i'm stupid and all. um. i have a date to homecoming which is sweet. its jim cause he's awesome( and he can turn on one of those black and white animals that smell really bad...i forget what they are called) lol long story well not really but i don't feel like telling you...haha. um.. sorry if it seems like i'm just going on and on but i'm sick and i cant really think strait right now. sorry. oh yea and at the quiz meet today i took cards cause well its me, and we played egyptian rat screw and i won. oh and Anna and her brother was there too, which was pretty cool cause i didn't know that they did quizzing too. oh...i cant wait till next weekend! sorry that was clear off the subject, but i cant cause it is my little sisters 13th birthday party and i get to go to her house for the whole weekend. thats going to be so freaking awesome. but i have to say happy birthday to her today cause today is her birthday but she is out of state right now with her friend and i didn't get to talk to her. then the tuesday after that on the 26th i get to go homecoming dress shopping before and after my doctors appointment for my heart and lyndsi gets to come with me i hope. we get to skip school to go shopping whoo-hoo. i cant wait.um so yea that is all that i have to say for right now so leave me some comments and i will talk to you all later...i hope.

ok so I finally got the puppy that I have wanted for a really long time so here is a picture of him to show you all how cute he is.
   

   ok so i thought that it was time to update. um not

to much has happend. i got to spend like tree weeks

with her which like never happence so i was pretty

happy about that one. umm when i went t to her

house i met some really cool people. everybody

down there was so nice. then when she came

here she had a blast or so she says we went

swimming and she fell in love lol it was pretty

cool. i even got her to go to v.b.s. and have

fun...cuz her live was there. but all the same

she had fun. i also got to see my mom and she

 is still trying to find my real dad for me and i

 hope that she does cuz i really want to see him,

but at the same time i am so scared cuz what if

he doesnt want me or doesnt even wanto to meet

me. i would be crushed. but on the brighter

side i got to see my grandpa too, and well he

doesnt look that good but he starts his ceemoe

on the tenth of next mounth... i reaaly hope

that that works for him cuz nobody is ready

to let him go yet. so ya that is all that has

really happend. oh and the fact that i have

poison ivy all over my face...no where else

just on my face and it was so bad that

thismornig when i got up i couldnt even

open my right eye. but it is getting better

now. so im goin now talk to you all later.

            Hey every one I thought that I should update before

some un named

people ripped my head off. So not too much is going on with

 me…nothing too

exciting has happened over my summer break…well not yet

anyways. I really

hope that it starts to get better soon. Umm… Andrew came

over yesterday…

that was fun and interesting all at the same time. But

defiantly more fun. Then

I had to go to the calling hours for jess’ dad that was hard.

I didn’t know what

to say or what to do. But that whole family knows that I am

here for them no

matter what they need. Um… what else …oh yeah I went to

see my great

grandpa over the weekend… that was kind of not fun but

under the

circumstances of his condition it was worth it. Well to me it

was. Then on

our way home we stopped to see my mom’s best friend and

that was fun…

I get to hear all about the crazy stuff that my mom did in

her teen years.

But then it all went down hill from there… her dog attacked

me. And see

I have never in my whole life ever been attacked by a dog

until Sunday.

So now my face mostly my nose is killing me and my wrist

too…because

those are the two places that it bit me. I’m just happy that

the dog was

on a chain so that I could get away from it and it didn’t get

me any worse.

Oh and over my summer I have learned some new thing and

I hope to learn

many more new things soon. lol Oh and I'm going to start to

 for worn all

of my friends now that if any of you come over after the 25

of this month

then you get to meet my Aunt Shirley. Yeah most of you

have met my

family, so what I want you do is take all of the craziness of

 my whole

family…including myself add that that together and times it

by about 10

and you might be close to how crazy she is. S0 I think that,

that is all that

I have to say for now. Well except for Andrew I love you

and hope that

you have fun on vacation! So I will talk to you all later and

you had better

leave me lots and lots of comments and they had better be

good ones too!

I LOVE YOU ANDREW!!   

                                   *Leah*